Yesterday was wonderful.
Painted pottery with the fiance, went to a candy shop, went thrifting and randomly wandering around Kutztown.
It was a delightful day, followed up by a nice dinner and a trip to Starbucks.
It was one of the very rare times when I had to stop to buy a journal and immediately write because I was so HAPPY.
It was just perfect.
Not to mention, when the day came to a close and I went home, I was greeted by all of the kids shortly thereafter.
Life is good.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
Zombie
Sometimes I like to fool myself into thinking that the world is always a wonderful place.
Maybe this is because I refuse to admit that the human race, as a whole, is bad.
I'm just kind of wondering why I get strange looks when I let that sort of hope ooze out. I don't think it's a bad thing at all to have hope and faith in people. I don't think it's a bad thing to trust.
I will admit that I have a hard time trusting, but I think that when it has been earned or granted... It is an absolutely beautiful thing.
Separate thought-
I'm struggling as of late.
I'm trying so hard to stay positive, yet I am finding that to be a painfully difficult thing to do. (quite literally)
My pains stop when I am truly relaxed.
For me, becoming truly relaxed is so hard.
I honestly do not know how to relax.
I'm trying to learn.
I'm trying to trust doctors.
I'm trying to trust, relax, and learn.
I'm simply trying.
(...but I'm also failing.)
Maybe this is because I refuse to admit that the human race, as a whole, is bad.
I'm just kind of wondering why I get strange looks when I let that sort of hope ooze out. I don't think it's a bad thing at all to have hope and faith in people. I don't think it's a bad thing to trust.
I will admit that I have a hard time trusting, but I think that when it has been earned or granted... It is an absolutely beautiful thing.
Separate thought-
I'm struggling as of late.
I'm trying so hard to stay positive, yet I am finding that to be a painfully difficult thing to do. (quite literally)
My pains stop when I am truly relaxed.
For me, becoming truly relaxed is so hard.
I honestly do not know how to relax.
I'm trying to learn.
I'm trying to trust doctors.
I'm trying to trust, relax, and learn.
I'm simply trying.
(...but I'm also failing.)
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