Sunday, December 27, 2009

Random thoughts again...

I've been thinking about my church here in Pennsylvania.
I'm not sure how I feel about it anymore.
They try so hard, but I'm just not sure that all of the hearts are in it.
I am certainly not one to judge, but it just seems like some people are caring more about the show of the service than the meaning of the service.

I saw Zing today.
It sent me into a panic attack.
The ending of our friendship broke my heart and almost felt like a breakup.
That sounds so stupid, but it's just the best way I can explain it.
I feel so stupid for all of this crap.
SO stupid.
I just wish things had not happened the way they did.
So much for promises, huh?

Homesick homesick homesick.

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