I am so very exhausted.

I spent the entire day running errands and trying to prepare for this trip.
I do not enjoy last minute things like this, especially since my car is not very reliable these days.
I really should not even be taking the time to blog right now, but I needed to just sit down and breathe for a minute.
I finally got my BlackBerry to make the audio books into playlists the way that I wanted it to. That is a minor relief, so I won't be painfully bored the entire time.
I went all over town looking for Breaking Dawn on CD because I really just do not want to wait to find out what happens.
Harry Potter all over again, much?
I am very excited to see everyone, but at the same time this whole thing is just stressing me out to the max.
It will be very weird at the house with Lydia being in Haiti and everything.
I love mom and dad reynolds to death, but it was also nice living with my bestie while I spent time out there.
Thankfully she will be home in December and I will be there to welcome her home.
I can't wait for that.
I barely get to talk to her, let alone on the phone like I normally would every single day. I never seem to be able to catch her on Skype which really bums me out.
It certainly doesn't help that the internet is crap in Haiti.
Like I said before, though, I am so very proud of her.

It will be a relief to spend more time with Stephen and to spend some time with Christopher.
I love those boys tons and lots.

I'm kind of sad that I will be missing Brittany's benefit in November. I am so worried about her and just wish that there was something that I could do to improve her circumstances.

I'm dreading the drive, tomorrow.
I do not trust my car in the least, but I got it checked out today and apparently nothing new is wrong with it.

I want to sleeeeeeeep.
RIGHT NOW.
It's too bad that I still have to pack and all that fun stuff and load my car and blah blah blah blah blah.

I could seriously use the world's biggest hug right about now.
I am beyond stressed out.
I'm not really sure why, it isn't like this is so very unusual or anything, but I've been a mess lately, anyway.

On a different note: Stephen somehow managed to get my pharmacy to give me 50% off of my prescriptions, even more on some of them.
I have no idea how he did it, but I am so very glad that he did.
My $123 prescription was only $66 thanks to whatever he did and THAT is FABULOUS.

I kind of wish that I had more to say right now, just so I could continue procrastinating like this.
I suppose I should actually make myself useful, huh?