Preparation.

Well, the doctors say that Nuna will be gone within 18 hours, most likely.

I'm not emotionally ready for this.

I did find a suitable outfit for the wake/funeral.

I feel like I look ridiculous in it, but hey... That's probably because it's girly.

21st birthday is the 24th and will be spent at the PigPen, hopefully with the company of my good friends.

There are so many thoughts racing through my head that I can't even organize them enough to get them all out.

I think that that is one of the most frustrating things in the world. For once, I'm really in the mood to be honest about all of my emotions and thoughts, but they just won't come out. I don't know why that is.

Time to try and get into strong mode...

Side note: Got three lessons done for Hebrews, tonight was the first one and it seemed to go okay. I hate talking in front of people, even if it's just my friends, so maybe it went a bit better than I think. I probably overshot with all of my preparations for it in attempts to make it decent.

I forgot to buy cheese.